Sunday, March 12, 2023

Needless trepidation

Recently, I hesitated to listen to a tape of myself on the radio in the '90s.  I thought, "What if I don't sound as graceful as I remember?  What if I stumbled over a word or two?  What if a CD started skipping on the air?"

I sounded smoother than I thought I had, so my fears were unfounded.  Even if any of those miscues had happened, it would be silly to obsess over them now.  In all likelihood, I would have been the only person on Earth thinking about them, and fixating on minor errors that happened so long ago would have been like worrying about a test or an essay I turned in decades ago.

I just sat back, listened to my past, and was glad to have the memories.